another goddamned bad haiku ... for the end of another goddamned bad semester
the whiskey on my
breath should make my mood less dim;
this grading was not
easy. grade grubbing
began immediately.
so did the drinking.
i didn't always
need to drown the chorus. used
to be that the spring
peepers were the lone
voices signaling the end
of winter's long term.
now, coming to terms,
with may's new gifts: dealing with
endless whining, threats,
bluffs, tears, deans. it ends ...
but it lingers like the stink
of a bloated corpse.
ergo, whiskey. ah. a
week off before it begins
anew, a fresh batch
of tadpoles new to
this peculiar pond, some time--
perhaps--to detox
from too little sleep,
too much whiskey, too many
choristers, too few
incentives to live--
too much cynicism?--and
knowing full well that
next week, two full, big
rosters of swarming tadpoles
begin the cycle
again. the whirlwind
waltz of a short term may bring
a few surprises,
a princeling writer,
a queen of content, evolved
from mere peeper to
poet in eight short
weeks. it's this potential that
hooks me every time:
this time, it will be
different, princes from frogs ... but
i will not kiss them.
Originally published May 15, 2013
breath should make my mood less dim;
this grading was not
easy. grade grubbing
began immediately.
so did the drinking.
i didn't always
need to drown the chorus. used
to be that the spring
peepers were the lone
voices signaling the end
of winter's long term.
now, coming to terms,
with may's new gifts: dealing with
endless whining, threats,
bluffs, tears, deans. it ends ...
but it lingers like the stink
of a bloated corpse.
ergo, whiskey. ah. a
week off before it begins
anew, a fresh batch
of tadpoles new to
this peculiar pond, some time--
perhaps--to detox
from too little sleep,
too much whiskey, too many
choristers, too few
incentives to live--
too much cynicism?--and
knowing full well that
next week, two full, big
rosters of swarming tadpoles
begin the cycle
again. the whirlwind
waltz of a short term may bring
a few surprises,
a princeling writer,
a queen of content, evolved
from mere peeper to
poet in eight short
weeks. it's this potential that
hooks me every time:
this time, it will be
different, princes from frogs ... but
i will not kiss them.
I still love this.
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